Last nighht was both good and horrible. The bad news is I drank and smoked again.. and I did the unrepeatable. Also, many people found out I did it with him.. The good news is I found out what he did for me. He made someone take down a photo of him and some other girl because of me. And we talked. Also, I realized I don’t want to drink anymore and that I can’t control myself. Im learning and improving..I think.